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 29 July 2025 I prayed may He increase may I decrease I prayed that there’d be less of me and more HIM And suddenly i cant tell who i am Suddenly i cant be found The joy of answered prayer Asking for things you know nothing of Feeling like a dust particle unseen unknown A ray of light hits and its gone Distress, unfamiliar, uncharted God tell me who i am again Tell me who you are again All i know is you are everything And i am nothing You are big i am not Grant me the grace to accept To accept this place of Nothingness Nobodyness Minisculeness Grant me stillness Grant that this dust particle know Her place in the massive expanse of your chest I dont see your eyes your face your hands Too close to see all of You O Lord let this dust particle be content to see nothing To rest on Your heart that beats within Your chest No grand prayers or spiritual dances Just rise and fall rise and fall With Your every breath With every beat of Your sacred heart Ma...

Descending into the valley True self comes to light Water flows to the lowest places The path downward is clear, bright The castle of my imagination Enormous perfect and wise With Your penetrative look of love Sadly but willingly, dies Whats left around the skeleton? A weight of selfish pride Hiding behind ‘love’ and ‘help’ and ‘holy’ A willful disobedient child I look up then to the mountains From the valley my downcast eyes I do raise Oh hope! Your river of blood rushing down To save this wretched sinner, only, only by Grace